In Guilty Night

  IN GUILTY NIGHT

  ALISON TAYLOR

  ‘Good girls go to Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere)’ Written by Jim Steinman

  Copyright © 1989 Lost Boys Music/Polygram International Music Publishing B.V.

  All Rights Reserved. Lyrics reproduced by kind permission of the publishers

  The author wishes to acknowledge the award of a Disabled Writers Bursary from the Arts Council for Wales

  Acknowledgement is due to Aaron Taylor, without whose technical support and expertise this novel would not be possible

  Contents

  Title Page

  Epigraph

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  2

  3

  4

  5

  6

  7

  8

  9

  10

  11

  12

  13

  14

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  By the Same Author

  Copyright

  ‘I am not wicked – fiery blood is all my malice, and my crime is youth. Wicked I am not, truly I am not wicked; though wild upsurgings oft may plead against my heart, my heart is good.’

  Johann Christoph Friedrich von Schiller (1759–1805) [Don Carlos, Act II, Scene 2]

  Er cof

  Gladys Edwards

  (1906–1974)

  1

  Impatience tugging at the corners of his mouth, Jack Tuttle frowned at the figure in the wheelchair. A red honeycombed blanket, stamped on one hem with the logo of the hospital trust, slipped off the knees of the man in the chair, and to the floor, exposing torn britches and scuffed boots.

  ‘I could do with a cigarette,’ McKenna said.

  ‘You can’t have one, sir. The hospital’s all non-smoking.’ Jack retrieved the blanket, looking again at McKenna’s haggard features. Impatience surged, bettering tact and respect for rank. ‘You really should have more sense! Especially at your age!’

  ‘Sense about what?’ McKenna asked. ‘Smoking?’

  Jack sighed. ‘And careering round on horses.’ Elbows on knees, the plastic-covered chair squeaking under his weight, he leaned forwards. ‘What on earth possessed you?’

  ‘One would think I’d done something completely outrageous,’ McKenna said testily. ‘I was on a horse. I fell off. Is that a problem for you?’

  ‘It’s extra work while you’re laid up.’

  McKenna swore under his breath.

  ‘Hurts, does it?’ Jack asked.

  ‘What d’you bloody think it does?’

  ‘I don’t know. I’ve never dislocated my shoulder.’

  McKenna shuddered, the sickening thud as he hit the ground and the crunch of rending sinew still awesomely loud in his head.

  ‘You’re lucky it’s not worse,’ Jack said. ‘You could’ve broken your neck.’

  McKenna smiled weakly. ‘Be a pal and wheel me outside for a smoke. It’ll be ages before they strap me up.’

  ‘No, I won’t. You’ve got to have an anaesthetic.’

  ‘Power’s already gone to your head, hasn’t it?’ McKenna snarled. The fingers of his good arm eased a crumpled pack of cigarettes from his pocket. Jack snatched it away, and put it in his own.

  Beyond the window of Jack’s office, frosty November night shrouded the city. A few cars and a lone bus droned down the road, exhaust fumes silting the air.

  ‘How long will Mr McKenna be off, sir?’ Dewi Prys asked.

  ‘Not long, according to him,’ Jack replied.

  ‘He can’t drive, can he? Has he got his arm in a sling?’

  ‘No he can’t, and yes he has.’

  ‘Did you take him home?’

  ‘Yes.’

  ‘Can he manage on his own? Shouldn’t we see if he wants anything?’

  ‘Oh, for God’s sake!’ Jack seethed. ‘You do nothing but ask bloody questions!’

  ‘Occupational conditioning, sir. Shall I look in on him anyway?’

  ‘Mrs McKenna’s probably still there.’

  ‘That’s nice for everybody.’

  ‘That’s no way to speak about your chief inspector.’

  ‘I wasn’t talking about Mr McKenna.’

  ‘And it’s no way to talk about a senior officer’s wife!’

  ‘Ex-wife, near enough.’

  ‘I haven’t heard about any divorce.’

  ‘They’ve been apart over six months, and I can’t see them getting together again, for all Mrs McKenna acting like Florence Nightingale when it suits.’

  ‘Gossip like this is spiteful and unnecessary!’

  ‘It’s nothing to the gossip round Port Dinorwic where she’s got that posh flat on the marina.’

  ‘I don’t think I want to know,’ Jack said wearily. ‘There was enough backlash when they split up.’

  ‘All North Wales’ll know soon enough, never mind them in Port Dinorwic and us in Bangor,’ Dewi said. ‘It’s bad for Mr McKenna if she’s flaunting herself, and she’s spending money faster than water comes over Aber Falls.’

  ‘She gets maintenance. She’s got a part-time job. And she had half the profit from the sale of the house.’

  ‘Mr McKenna had less than five thousand in his pocket when the mortgage was paid off.’ Dewi picked up a file from the desk. ‘She’s managed to buy a posh new car, and she’s got more clothes than royalty. Mind you, she’s got to keep up with the Jones-Jones, hasn’t she?’ He pulled on his jacket. ‘But I’ll leave it at that, ’cos I daresay you’ll hear the rest soon enough.’

  ‘And where are you going?’

  ‘To read the Riot Act at Blodwel. They’re still not telling us when kids do a runner.’

  ‘They found the last bunch of absconders.’

  ‘One’s still missing.’

  ‘Then they can find him, can’t they?’ Jack snapped. ‘We’re not employed to chase bloody delinquents all over the county! Your tax and my tax pays for cosy places like Blodwel, and those kids go missing in droves almost every week. They should be locked up!’

  ‘Folk say Blodwel’s far from cosy,’ Dewi commented. ‘And Mr McKenna says absconders are at risk.’

  ‘Not half as much as the rest of us, with thieves and muggers and arsonists on the loose.’

  ‘They’re not all like that, sir.’

  ‘Enough of them are for the few that aren’t to make no difference.’

  Stifling a yawn, the engine driver applied his brakes, slowing the late express from London for the last but one stop on the long haul to Holyhead. Frost on the rails glittered before the engine’s powerful headlights, a billion tiny points of silver swallowed up in the black maw of Talybont tunnel. The wheels screamed as the brakes bit, a gentle shudder ran through the carriages snaking behind the engine, and the driver searched for debris on the line, ever mindful for mischief on this isolated stretch of track. In perfect perspective, the twin rails ran clear and bright to the tunnel mouth, then darkness engulfed the lights of the train. Or perhaps light ate up the dark, the driver thought, imagining himself carried in a moving vault of light, knowing without looking that his shadow travelled alongside on the tunnel wall, and that his reflection gleamed before him and at each side, suspended like his own disembodiment between light and dark. He lost the thought, but the dread lingered, as the engine nosed out of the tunnel, and he glimpsed the sprawled shape beside the track, its frosty hair stiff in the draught of the great engine wheels.

  2

  Emma Tuttle yawned. ‘It’s nearly two in the morning.’

  ‘I know.’ Jack pulled on a sweater, watching her reflection in the bedroom mirror. ‘Believe me, I’d far rather stay home.’

  ‘It’s your job. Keeps us fed and housed,
if nothing else.’

  ‘Denise wasn’t so understanding,’ Jack commented, turning from the mirror.

  Emma smiled. ‘Isn’t Dewi Prys a gossipy old woman? He probably gets a lot of tittle-tattle from his mother.’

  ‘Is it just gossip and tittle-tattle?’

  Emma yawned again, and burrowed under the quilt. ‘I don’t know. I haven’t seen Denise for weeks.’

  ‘He must’ve been brought down the embankment from the track over the tunnel,’ Eifion Roberts said. ‘Your crime scene’s not up to much, is it? All you’ll find in that undergrowth is a ton of litter.’

  Sooty fungoid smells fouled Jack’s throat as he and the pathologist huddled against blackened brickwork tarnished with long cataracts of greenish salts and webbed with soot. ‘Can we move the body?’ he asked. Police and forensic officers moved slowly down the tunnel, their shadows huge in the floodlights. Water dripped relentlessly in the darkness beyond the lights, the brittle rail shuddered under his feet, whining as someone out of sight tripped, and sent a great clanging noise crashing from wall to roof and back again along the length of the vault. ‘You sure he wasn’t killed here?’

  ‘He wasn’t hit by a train,’ Dr Roberts said. ‘And I don’t imagine he was strolling through the tunnel and happened to keel over from natural causes, dressed as he was in his birthday suit. Or his deathday suit, as the case may be.’

  ‘Don’t be flippant.’ Jack watched other lights dancing through the thickets and trees along the embankment and sparkling on the rails which ran towards the other tunnel, where the signal light hung like a dark sun, dripping bloody brilliance on frost-white ground. The moving lights disturbed the trees and tangled in their branches, the rails held the two tunnel mouths in tensile balance, and he fancied himself suspended in a mathematical environment of light and dark, perspective and absolute. He flinched as an owl swooped over the treetops, its wings beating the air.

  ‘Why isn’t your boss here?’ Eifion Roberts asked. ‘Tucked up in bed with his cat, is he? Better company than his wife, I daresay.’

  ‘Can’t you all shut up about Denise McKenna?’ Jack rounded on the pathologist. ‘Dewi Prys at work, Emma at home, you here. I’m sick of the bloody woman! I have to work with her husband!’

  ‘Really? What’s the latest, then?’

  ‘I don’t know!’ Jack snarled. ‘I don’t care! And you should be doing your job instead of gossiping about a woman not worth the time of day!’

  ‘This is one of those times when I hate the bloody job.’ Eifion Roberts surveyed the small shape zipped inside a black mortuary bag. ‘He’s no older than your lasses.’ Chewing his bottom lip, he added, ‘Might he be the lad still missing from Blodwel? It’s no further than a mile as the crow flies, is it?’

  ‘He doesn’t look like one of theirs,’ Jack said. ‘In my experience, thugs look like thugs.’

  Icy mist off the distant mountains slithered against the windows of Jack’s office, breathing on the glass and turning day into white night.

  ‘He’s someone’s child, Dewi. Or was,’ he said. ‘Did Blodwel staff give you a photo of their absconder?’

  ‘No, sir, and they wouldn’t fill out a missing persons form either. They’d rather we minded our own business, them being social workers who know about children, and us being ignorant hostile coppers.’

  ‘I’d better see what they’ve got to say now.’

  ‘Will Mr McKenna be coming in?’

  ‘I don’t know. I haven’t asked him.’ Jack stood up, leaden with fatigue. ‘And he’s signed off sick for at least a week.’

  ‘I’m sure he’ll want to when he knows.’

  Dragging his coat from the peg, Jack said, ‘And I’m sure you’ll tell him as soon as my back’s turned, so you can find out for yourself, can’t you?’

  Beyond the prefabricated buildings of the industrial estate, the lane meandered to a dead end at the gateway of a tall gabled house built as an orphanage at the turn of the century, and still home to children threatening to befoul the mainstream of society. As he parked his car, Jack thought the orphans favoured with brighter horizons than the delinquents, for behind high stone walls topped with jagged uprights of local slate, what was once a fine formal garden and shrubbery was now on one side of the drive a tangled mass of rotting vegetation and winter-brown grass, and on the other, an expanse of concrete car-park.

  Curtain nets hung limp at the windows, and the building seemed filled with the mist that wreathed around its walls and obscured the rising hillside. Dim lights shone here and there inside the dark shell, but not a sound disturbed the morning, even his footfalls muffled as he trod the narrow concrete path towards the glazed front door. He rang the bell, and stamped his feet and slapped his gloved hands together. No one answered his summons. He rang again, then knocked, hammering on the glass until it shook, and a pale face loomed towards him, mouthing grotesquely.

  Jack shook his head in bewilderment. A scowl creased the face, and a pale hand reached out, clutching a bunch of keys. Unlocked, the door edged open a fraction.

  ‘What d’you want?’ the woman asked.

  Feeling like a tinker offering laces and pegs, Jack said, ‘Who’s in charge?’

  ‘I am.’

  ‘Then I suggest you let me in. I’m a police officer.’

  ‘Are you?’ The scowl returned. ‘Show me your identification.’ She scrutinized the warrant, the photograph, his face, then opened the door wide enough for him to edge through, before locking it once more.

  ‘Wait here.’

  She shuffled away down a corridor, leaving him in a hall barely warmer than outside, eddying with stale institutional smells, and a sour odour which made his scalp prickle. The walls were disfigured by finger marks and neglect, and the ornate hearth, boarded in with painted plyboard, was scarred with knife wounds and hot spilt liquid.

  She returned with a cardigan around her shoulders. ‘Mr Hogg’s off duty ’til nine. You’ll have to come back.’

  ‘You said you were in charge.’

  ‘Mr Hogg’s in charge of Blodwel.’ She fidgeted with the keys.

  ‘What’s your name?’

  ‘Dilys Roberts. Why?’

  ‘Have you found that missing boy yet?’

  ‘No. He’ll be dossing with some mate. You should do something about it. Mr Hogg says harbouring a runaway’s a criminal offence.’ She frowned. ‘Anyway, I’ve already said you’ll have to talk to him.’

  ‘And where is he?’

  ‘In his flat.’

  ‘And where’s his flat?’

  ‘At the back of the building. But you can’t disturb him at this time of the morning!’ Scowling ferociously, she took him to a shoe-box of an office, its walls pocked with drawing-pin holes, its space cluttered with old metal desks, filing cabinets, an assortment of cast-off chairs. Seated in one of them, Jack wondered when the heating came on. Dilys Roberts sat opposite, her bare legs crossed, kneecaps gleaming white.

  ‘I’ve been up most of the night,’ Jack said. ‘And I don’t feel like getting the runaround. What took you so long to answer the door?’

  ‘There’s only me here ’til the domestics start. I’m doing a twenty-four hour shift from two yesterday. We all do them, except Mr Hogg, of course.’ The zeal of something like martyrdom briefly animated her eyes. ‘He doesn’t do shift work because he’s in charge.’

  ‘Does he not? Senior police officers work shifts. Why can’t your boss?’

  ‘That’s quite different. Mr Hogg’s a senior social worker.’

  ‘So tell me about the missing boy.’ He shivered violently. ‘And find a photo, will you? You must have one somewhere.’

  ‘D’you know him?’ Jack asked.

  Dewi looked at the photograph. ‘Doesn’t look familiar, sir. You wouldn’t forget that face, would you?’

  ‘You claim to know most of the villains this side of the English border.’

  ‘Doesn’t look much like a villain, does he? Why was he in Blodwel?’ />
  ‘Something about “avoidably impaired development”, according to that Dilys Roberts. Whatever that might mean.’

  ‘I know her.’ Dewi grinned. ‘Not a fire you’d fancy poking, is she?’

  ‘Wipe that smirk off your face! You’re as crass as that butcher Roberts sometimes. And ring that damned children’s home and say we want someone at the mortuary.’ He glanced at the wall clock, rubbing eyes already gritty with tiredness. ‘Our Mr Hogg should be out of his snug little bed by now. He’ll do.’

  ‘These kids never learn, do they? Won’t listen to anybody, do their own thing and damn the consequences! They’re an ungodly lot! Rotten to the core with original sin, if you want a personal opinion I wouldn’t dare voice in the current climate, except to someone like yourself. Your job’s bad enough, but thankless isn’t the word for ours. But who cares? We can’t afford to train staff, we can’t even afford to employ what we need, and in any case, most of them don’t know the meaning of words like “commitment” and “vocation”. All they worry about is time off and holidays and pay rises.’

  Jack stopped at the pedestrian crossing by the hospital car-park. ‘Mr Hogg, have you quite finished?’

  ‘You wanted to know,’ Hogg countered.

  ‘I’m only interested in how Arwel Thomas managed to disappear from Blodwel, and end up dead on the railway line.’

  ‘I’ve told you. They think absconding’s a game.’

  ‘Arwel won’t be playing again, will he? You’re sure it’s him?’

  ‘Such a pretty-looking boy, wasn’t he? You wouldn’t believe there was an ounce of badness in him. Now look where it’s got him.’

  ‘Where what’s got him?’ Jack asked, unlocking his car.

  Easing into the front passenger seat, Hogg clipped on the seat belt, and a trace of Blodwel’s sour smell drifted under Jack’s nose. ‘Stupidity’s the best word for it. He spent no more than seventeen days in school in the year before he was admitted to care.’